Chirp the Third
The Dutch clock in the corner struck Ten when the Carrier
sat down by his fireside. So troubled and grief-worn
that he seemed to scare the Cuckoo, who, having cut his ten
melodious announcements as short as possible, plunged back
into the Moorish Palace again, and clapped his little door behind
him, as if the unwonted spectacle were too much for his feelings.
If the little Hay-maker had been armed with the sharpest of
scythes, and had cut at every stroke into the Carrier's heart, he
never could have gashed and wounded it as Dot had done.
It was a heart so full of love for her; so bound up and held
together by innumerable threads of winning remembrance,
spun from the daily working of her many qualities of endearment;
it was a heart in which she had enshrined herself so gently
and so closely; a heart so single and so earnest in its Truth, so
strong in right, so weak in wrong,--that it could cherish neither
passion nor revenge at first, and had only room to hold the broken
image of its Idol.
But, slowly, slowly, as the Carrier sat brooding on his hearth,
now cold and dark, other and fiercer thoughts began to rise
within him, as an angry wind comes rising in the night. The
Stranger was beneath his outraged roof. Three steps would
take him to his chamber door. One blow would beat it in.
"You might do murder before you know it," Tackleton had
said. How could it be murder, if he gave the villain time to
grapple with him hand to hand? He was the younger man.
It was an ill-timed thought, bad for the dark mood of his
mind. It was an angry thought, goading him to some avenging
act, that should change the cheerful house into a haunted place
which lonely travellers would dread to pass by night; and where
the timid would see shadows struggling in the ruined windows
when the moon was dim, and hear wild noises in the stormy
weather.
He was the younger man! Yes, yes; some lover who had
won the heart that he had never touched. Some lover of her
early choice, of whom she had thought and dreamed, for whom
she had pined and pined, when he had fancied her so happy
by his side. Oh, agony to think of it!
She had been above-stairs with the Baby; getting it to bed.
As he sat brooding on the hearth, she came close beside him,
without his knowledge--in the turning of the rack of his great
misery, he lost all other sounds--and put her little stool at his
feet. He only knew it when he felt her hand upon his own, and
saw her looking up into his face.
With wonder? No. It was his first impression, and he
was fain to look at her again, to set it right. No, not with
wonder. With an eager and inquiring look; but not with wonder.
At first it was alarmed and serious; then, it changed into a strange,
wild, dreadful smile of recognition of his thoughts; then, there
was nothing but her clasped hands on her brow, and her bent
head, and falling hair.
Though the power of Omnipotence had been his to wield
at that moment, he had too much of its diviner property of
Mercy in his breast, to have turned one feather's weight of it
against her. But he could not bear to see her crouching down
upon the little seat where he had often looked on her, with love
and pride, so innocent and gay; and, when she rose and left
him, sobbing as she went, he felt it a relief to have the vacant
place beside him rather than her so long-cherished presence.
This in itself was anguish keener than all, reminding him how
desolate he was become, and how the great bond of his life was
rent asunder.
When suddenly, the struggling fire illuminated the whole chimney with a glow of light; and the Cricket on the
Hearth began to Chirp!
The more he felt this, and the more he knew he could have
better borne to see her lying prematurely dead before him with
her little child upon her breast, the higher and the stronger rose
his wrath against his enemy. He looked about him for a weapon.
There was a gun hanging on the wall. He took it down,
and moved a pace or two towards the door of the perfidious
Stranger's room. He knew the gun was loaded. Some shadowy
idea that it was just to shoot this man like a wild beast seized
him, and dilated in his mind until it grew into a monstrous
demon in complete possession of him, casting out all milder
thoughts, and setting up its undivided empire.
That phrase is wrong. Not casting out his milder thoughts,
but artfully transforming them. Changing them into scourges
to drive him on. Turning water into blood, love into hate,
gentleness into blind ferocity. Her image, sorrowing, humbled,
but still pleading to his tenderness and mercy with resistless
power, never left his mind; but, staying there, it urged him to
the door; raised the weapon to his shoulder; fitted and nerved
his fingers to the trigger; and cried "Kill him! In his bed!"
He reversed the gun to beat the stock upon the door; he
already held it lifted in the air; some indistinct design was in
his thoughts of calling out to him to fly, for God's sake, by
the window----
When suddenly, the struggling fire illuminated the whole
chimney with a glow of light; and the Cricket on the Hearth
began to Chirp!
No sound he could have heard, no human voice, not even
hers, could so have moved and softened him. The artless
words in which she had told him of her love for this same Cricket
were once more freshly spoken; her trembling, earnest manner
at the moment was again before him; her pleasant voice--oh,
what a voice it was for making household music at the fireside
of an honest man!--thrilled through and through his better
nature, and awoke it into life and action.
He recoiled from the door, like a man walking in his sleep,
awakened from a frightful dream; and put the gun aside. Clasping
his hands before his face, he then sat down again beside
the fire, and found relief in tears.
The Cricket on the Hearth came out into the room, and
stood in Fairy shape before him.
"'I love it,'" said the Fairy Voice, repeating what he well
remembered, "'for the many times I have heard it, and the
many thoughts its harmless music has given me.'"
"She said so!" cried the Carrier. "True!"
"'This has been a happy home, John! and I love the Cricket
for its sake!'"
"It has been, Heaven knows," returned the Carrier. "She
made it happy, always,--until now."
"So gracefully sweet-tempered; so domestic, joyful, busy,
and light-hearted!" said the Voice.
"Otherwise I never could have loved her as I did," returned
the Carrier.
The Voice, correcting him, said "do."
The Carrier repeated "as I did." But not firmly. His
faltering tongue resisted his control, and would speak in its
own way for itself and him.
The Figure, in an attitude of invocation, raised its hand and
said:
"Upon your own hearth----"
"The hearth she has blighted," interposed the Carrier.
"The hearth she has--how often!--blessed and brightened,"
said the Cricket; "the hearth which, but for her, were only a
few stones and bricks and rusty bars, but which has been,
through her, the Altar of your Home; on which you have nightly
sacrificed some petty passion, selfishness, or care, and offered up
the homage of a tranquil mind, a trusting nature, and an overflowing
heart; so that the smoke from this poor chimney has
gone upward with a better fragrance than the richest incense
that is burnt before the richest shrines in all the gaudy temples
of this world!--Upon your own hearth; in its quiet sanctuary;
surrounded by its gentle influences and associations; hear her!
Hear me! Hear everything that speaks the language of your
hearth and home!"
"And pleads for her?" inquired the Carrier.
"All things that speak the language of your hearth and home
must plead for her!" returned the Cricket. "For they speak
the truth."
And while the Carrier, with his head upon his hands, continued
to sit meditating in his chair, the Presence stood beside
him, suggesting his reflections by its power, and presenting
them before him, as in a glass or picture. It was not a solitary
Presence. From the hearth-stone, from the chimney, from
the clock, the pipe, the kettle, and the cradle; from the floor, the
walls, the ceiling, and the stairs; from the cart without, and the
cupboard within, and the household implements; from everything
and every place with which she had ever been familiar,
and with which she had ever entwined one recollection of herself
in her unhappy husband's mind,--Fairies came trooping
forth. Not to stand beside him as the Cricket did, but to busy
and bestir themselves. To do all honour to her image. To pull
him by the skirts, and point to it when it appeared. To cluster
round it, and embrace it, and strew flowers for it to tread on.
To try to crown its fair head with their tiny hands. To show
that they were fond of it, and loved it; and that there was not
one ugly, wicked, or accusatory creature to claim knowledge
of it--none but their playful and approving selves.
His thoughts were constant to her image. It was always
there.
She sat plying her needle, before the fire, and singing to herself.
Such a blithe, thriving, steady little Dot! The Fairy
figures turned upon him all at once, by one consent, with one
prodigious concentrated stare, and seemed to say, "Is this the
light wife you are mourning for?"
There were sounds of gaiety outside, musical instruments,
and noisy tongues, and laughter. A crowd of young merry-makers
came pouring in, among whom were May Fielding and
a score of pretty girls. Dot was the fairest of them all; as young
as any of them too. They came to summon her to join their
party. It was a dance. If ever little foot were made for dancing,
hers was, surely. But she laughed, and shook her head,
and pointed to her cookery on the fire, and her table ready
spread; with an exulting defiance that rendered her more charming
than she was before. And so she merrily dismissed them,
nodding to her would-be partners, one by one, as they passed
out, with a comical indifference, enough to make them go and
drown themselves immediately if they were her admirers--and
they must have been so, more or less; they couldn't help
it. And yet indifference was not her character. Oh no! For
presently there came a certain Carrier to the door; and, bless
her, what a welcome she bestowed upon him!
Again the staring figures turned upon him all at once, and
seemed to say, "Is this the wife who has forsaken you?"
A shadow fell upon the mirror or the picture: call it what you
will. A great shadow of the Stranger, as he first stood underneath
their roof; covering its surface, and blotting out all other
objects. But, the nimble Fairies worked like bees to clear it
off again. And Dot again was there. Still bright and beautiful.
Rocking her little Baby in its cradle, singing to it softly, and
resting her head upon a shoulder which had its counterpart in
the musing figure by which the Fairy Cricket stood.
The night--I mean the real night: not going by Fairy
clocks--was wearing now; and, in this stage of the Carrier's
thoughts, the moon burst out, and shone brightly in the sky.
Perhaps some calm and quiet light had risen also in his mind;
and he could think more soberly of what had happened.
Although the shadow of the Stranger fell at intervals upon
the glass--always distinct, and big, and thoroughly defined--it
never fell so darkly as at first. Whenever it appeared, the
Fairies uttered a general cry of consternation, and plied their
little arms and legs with inconceivable activity to rub it out.
And whenever they got at Dot again, and showed her to him
once more, bright and beautiful, they cheered in the most
inspiring manner.
They never showed her otherwise than beautiful and bright,
for they were Household Spirits to whom falsehood is an annihilation;
and being so, what Dot was there for them, but the one
active, beaming, pleasant little creature who had been the light
and sun of the Carrier's Home?
The Fairies were prodigiously excited when they showed
her, with the Baby, gossipping among a knot of sage old matrons,
and affecting to be wondrous old and matronly herself, and
leaning in a staid demure old way upon her husband's arm,
attempting--she! such a bud of a little woman--to convey the
idea of having abjured the vanities of the world in general, and
of being the sort of person to whom it was no novelty at all to be
a mother; yet, in the same breath, they showed her laughing at
the Carrier for being awkward, and pulling up his shirt collar
to make him smart, and mincing merrily about that very room
to teach him how to dance!
They turned, and stared immensely at him when they showed
her with the Blind Girl; for, though she carried cheerfulness
and animation with her wheresoever she went, she bore those
influences into Caleb Plummer's home, heaped up and running
over. The Blind Girl's love for her, and trust in her, and gratitude
to her; her own good busy way of setting Bertha's thanks
aside; her dexterous little arts for filling up each moment of
the visit in doing something useful to the house, and really working
hard while feigning to make holiday; her bountiful provision
of those standing delicacies, the Veal and Ham Pie and the
bottles of Beer; her radiant little face arriving at the door, and
taking leave; the wonderful expression in her whole self, from
her neat foot to the crown of her head, of being a part of the
establishment--a something necessary to it, which it couldn't
be without,--all this the Fairies revelled in, and loved her for.
And once again they looked upon him all at once, appealingly,
and seemed to say, while some among them nestled in her dress
and fondled her, "Is this the wife who has betrayed your confidence?"
More than once, or twice, or thrice, in the long thoughtful
night, they showed her to him sitting on her favourite seat, with
her bent head, her hands clasped on her brow, her falling hair.
As he had seen her last. And when they found her thus, they
neither turned nor looked upon him, but gathered close round
her, and comforted and kissed her, and pressed on one another,
to show sympathy and kindness to her, and forgot him altogether.
Thus the night passed. The moon went down; the stars
grew pale; the cold day broke; the sun rose. The Carrier still
sat, musing, in the chimney-corner. He had sat there, with his
head upon his hands, all night. All night the faithful Cricket
had been Chirp, Chirp, Chirping on the Hearth. All night he
had listened to its voice. All night the Household Fairies had
been busy with him. All night she had been amiable and blameless
in the glass, except when that one shadow fell upon it.
He rose up when it was broad day, and washed and dressed
himself. He couldn't go about his customary cheerful avocations--he
wanted spirit for them--but it mattered the less
that it was Tackleton's wedding-day, and he had arranged to
make his rounds by proxy. He had thought to have gone
merrily to church with Dot. But such plans were at an end.
It was their own wedding-day too. Ah! how little he had looked
for such a close to such a year!
The Carrier expected that Tackleton would pay him an early
visit; and he was right. He had not walked to and fro before
his own door many minutes, when he saw the toy merchant
coming in his chaise along the road. As the chaise drew nearer,
he perceived that Tackleton was dressed out sprucely for his
marriage, and that he had decorated his horse's head with
flowers and favours.
The horse looked much more like a bridegroom than Tackleton,
whose half-closed eye was more disagreeably expressive
than ever. But the Carrier took little heed of this. His thoughts
had other occupation.
"John Peerybingle!" said Tackleton with an air of condolence.
"My good fellow, how do you find yourself this morning?"
"I have had but a poor night, Master Tackleton," returned
the Carrier, shaking his head: "for I have been a good deal disturbed
in my mind. But it's over now! Can you spare me half
an hour or so, for some private talk?"
"I came on purpose," returned Tackleton, alighting. "Never
mind the horse. He'll stand quiet enough, with the reins over
this post, if you'll give him a mouthful of hay."
The Carrier having brought it from his stable and set it before
him, they turned into the house.
"You are not married before noon," he said, "I think?"
"No," answered Tackleton. "Plenty of time. Plenty of
time."
When they entered the kitchen, Tilly Slowboy was rapping
at the Stranger's door; which was only removed from it by a
few steps. One of her very red eyes (for Tilly had been crying
all night long, because her mistress cried) was at the keyhole;
and she was knocking very loud, and seemed frightened.
"If you please I can't make nobody hear," said Tilly, looking
round. "I hope nobody an't gone and been and died if
you please!"
This philanthropic wish Miss Slowboy emphasized with
various new raps and kicks at the door, which led to no result
whatever.
"Shall I go?" said Tackleton. "It's curious."
The Carrier, who had turned his face from the door, signed
him to go if he would.
So Tackleton went to Tilly Slowboy's relief; and he too
kicked and knocked; and he too failed to get the least reply.
But he thought of trying the handle of the door; and, as it opened
easily, he peeped in, looked in, went in, and soon came running
out again.
"John Peerybingle," said Tackleton in his ear, "I hope
there has been nothing--nothing rash in the night?"
The Carrier turned upon him quickly.
"Because he's gone!" said Tackleton; "and the window's
open. I don't see any marks--to be sure, it's almost on a
level with the garden: but I was afraid there might have been
some--some scuffle. Eh?"
He nearly shut up the expressive eye altogether; he looked
at him so hard. And he gave his eye, and his face, and his
whole person, a sharp twist. As if he would have screwed the
truth out of him.
"Make yourself easy," said the Carrier. "He went into
that room last night, without harm in word or deed from me,
and no one has entered it since. He is away of his own free-will.
I'd go out gladly at that door, and beg my bread from
house to house, for life, if I could so change the past that he
had never come. But he has come and gone. And I have done
with him!"
"Oh!--Well, I think he has got off pretty easy," said Tackleton,
taking a chair.
The sneer was lost upon the Carrier, who sat down too, and
shaded his face with his hand, for some little time, before proceeding.
"You showed me last night," he said at length, "my wife--my
wife that I love--secretly----"
"And tenderly," insinuated Tackleton.
"--Conniving at that man's disguise, and giving him opportunities
of meeting her alone. I think there's no sight I wouldn't
have rather seen than that. I think there's no man in the world
I wouldn't have rather had to show it me."
"I confess to having had my suspicions always," said Tackleton.
"And that has made me objectionable here, I know."
"But, as you did show it me," pursued the Carrier, not minding
him; "and as you saw her, my wife, my wife that I love"--his
voice, and eye, and hand grew steadier and firmer as he repeated
these words: evidently in pursuance of a steadfast purpose--"as
you saw her at this disadvantage, it is right and
just that you should also see with my eyes, and look into my
breast, and know what my mind is upon the subject. For it's
settled," said the Carrier, regarding him attentively. "And
nothing can shake it now."
Tackleton muttered a few general words of assent about its
being necessary to vindicate something or other; but he was
overawed by the manner of his companion. Plain and unpolished
as it was, it had a something dignified and noble in it,
which nothing but the soul of generous honour dwelling in the
man could have imparted.
"I am a plain, rough man," pursued the Carrier "with very
little to recommend me. I am not a clever man, as you very
well know. I am not a young man. I loved my little Dot, because
I had seen her grow up, from a child, in her father's house;
because I knew how precious she was; because she had been my
life for years and years. There's many men I can't compare
with, who never could have loved my little Dot like me, I
think!"
He paused, and softly beat the ground a short time with his
foot, before resuming:
"I often thought that though I wasn't good enough for her,
I should make her a kind husband, and perhaps know her value
better than another; and in this way I reconciled it to myself,
and came to think it might be possible that we should be married.
And, in the end, it came about, and we were married!"
"Hah!" said Tackleton with a significant shake of his head.
"I had studied myself; I had had experience of myself; I
knew how much I loved her, and how happy I should be,"
pursued the Carrier. "But I had not--I feel it now--sufficiently
considered her."
"To be sure," said Tackleton. "Giddiness, frivolity, fickleness,
love of admiration! Not considered! All left out of
sight! Hah!"
"You had best not interrupt me," said the Carrier with
some sternness, "till you understand me; and you're wide of
doing so. If, yesterday, I'd have struck that man down at a
blow, who dared to breathe a word against her, to-day I'd set
my foot upon his face, if he was my brother!"
The toy merchant gazed at him in astonishment. He went
on in a softer tone:
"Did I consider," said the Carrier, "that I took her--at
her age, and with her beauty--from her young companions,
and the many scenes of which she was the ornament; in which
she was the brightest little star that ever shone, to shut her up
from day to day in my dull house, and keep my tedious company?
Did I consider how little suited I was to her sprightly
humour, and how wearisome a plodding man like me must be
to one of her quick spirit? Did I consider that it was no merit
in me, or claim in me, that I loved her, when everybody must
who knew her? Never. I took advantage of her hopeful
nature and her cheerful disposition; and I married her. I wish
I never had! For her sake; not for mine!"
The toy merchant gazed at him without winking. Even
the half-shut eye was open now.
"Heaven bless her!" said the Carrier, "for the cheerful
constancy with which she has tried to keep the knowledge of this
from me! And Heaven help me, that, in my slow mind, I have
not found it out before! Poor child! Poor Dot! I not to
find it out, who have seen her eyes fill with tears when such a
marriage as our own was spoken of! I, who have seen the
secret trembling on her lips a hundred times, and never suspected
it, till last night! Poor girl! That I could ever hope
she would be fond of me! That I could ever believe she was!"
"She made a show of it," said Tackleton. "She made such
a show of it, that, to tell you the truth, it was the origin of my
misgivings."
And here he asserted the superiority of May Fielding, who
certainly made no sort of show of being fond of him.
"She has tried," said the poor Carrier with greater emotion
than he had exhibited yet; "I only now begin to know how hard
she has tried, to be my dutiful and zealous wife. How good
she has been; how much she has done; how brave and strong a
heart she has; let the happiness I have known under this roof
bear witness! It will be some help and comfort to me when I
am here alone."
"Here alone?" said Tackleton. "Oh! Then you do mean
to take some notice of this?"
"I mean," returned the Carrier, "to do her the greatest
kindness, and make her the best reparation, in my power. I
can release her from the daily pain of an unequal marriage, and
the struggle to conceal it. She shall be as free as I can render
her."
"Make her reparation!" exclaimed Tackleton, twisting and
turning his great ears with his hands. "There must be something
wrong here. You didn't say that, of course."
The Carrier set his grip upon the collar of the toy merchant,
and shook him like a reed.
"Listen to me!" he said. "And take care that you hear
me right. Listen to me. Do I speak plainly?"
"Very plainly indeed," answered Tackleton.
"As if I meant it?"
"Very much as if you meant it."
"I sat upon that hearth, last night, all night," exclaimed the
Carrier. "On the spot where she has often sat beside me, with
her sweet face looking into mine. I called up her whole life
day by day. I had her dear self, in its every passage, in review
before me. And, upon my soul, she is innocent, if there is One
to judge the innocent and guilty!"
Staunch Cricket on the Hearth! Loyal Household Fairies!
"Passion and distrust have left me!" said the Carrier; "and
nothing but my grief remains. In an unhappy moment some
old lover, better suited to her tastes and years than I, forsaken,
perhaps, for me, against her will, returned. In an unhappy
moment, taken by surprise, and wanting time to think of what
she did, she made herself a party to his treachery by concealing
it. Last night she saw him, in the interview we witnessed. It
was wrong. But, otherwise than this, she is innocent, if there
is truth on earth!"
"If that is your opinion----" Tackleton began.
"So, let her go!" pursued the Carrier. "Go, with my blessing
for the many happy hours she has given me, and my forgiveness
for any pang she has caused me. Let her go, and have the
peace of mind I wish her! She'll never hate me. She'll learn
to like me better when I'm not a drag upon her, and she wears
the chain I have riveted more lightly. This is the day on which
I took her, with so little thought for her enjoyment, from her
home. To-day she shall return to it, and I will trouble her no
more. Her father and mother will be here to-day--we had
made a little plan for keeping it together--and they shall take
her home. I can trust her there, or anywhere. She leaves me
without blame, and she will live so I am sure. If I should die--I
may perhaps while she is still young; I have lost some
courage in a few hours--she'll find that I remembered her,
and loved her to the last! This is the end of what you showed
me. Now, it's over!"
"Oh no, John, not over! Do not say it's over yet! Not
quite yet. I have heard your noble words. I could not steal
away, pretending to be ignorant of what has affected me with
such deep gratitude. Do not say it's over till the clock has
struck again!"
She had entered shortly after Tackleton, and had remained
there. She never looked at Tackleton, but fixed her eyes upon
her husband. But she kept away from him, setting as wide a
space as possible between them; and, though she spoke with
most impassioned earnestness, she went no nearer to him even
then. How different in this from her old self!
"No hand can make the clock which will strike again for me
the hours that are gone," replied the Carrier with a faint smile.
"But let it be so, if you will, my dear. It will strike soon. It's
of little matter what we say. I'd try to please you in a harder
case than that."
"Well!" muttered Tackleton. "I must be off, for, when
the clock strikes again, it'll be necessary for me to be upon my
way to church. Good morning, John Peerybingle. I'm sorry
to be deprived of the pleasure of your company. Sorry for the
loss, and the occasion of it too!"
"I have spoken plainly?" said the Carrier, accompanying
him to the door.
"Oh, quite!"
"And you'll remember what I have said?"
"Why, if you compel me to make the observation," said
Tackleton, previously taking the precaution of getting into his
chaise, "I must say that it was so very unexpected, that I'm far
from being likely to forget it."
"The better for us both," returned the Carrier. "Good-bye.
I give you joy!"
"I wish I could give it to you," said Tackleton. "As I
can't, thankee. Between ourselves (as I told you before, eh?)
I don't much think I shall have the less joy in my married life
because May hasn't been too officious about me, and too
demonstrative. Good-bye! Take care of yourself."
The Carrier stood looking after him until he was smaller in
the distance than his horse's flowers and favours near at hand;
and then, with a deep sigh, went strolling like a restless, broken
man, among some neighbouring elms; unwilling to return until
the clock was on the eve of striking.
His little wife, being left alone, sobbed piteously; but often
dried her eyes and checked herself, to say how good he was, how
excellent he was! and once or twice she laughed; so heartily,
triumphantly, and incoherently (still crying all the time), that
Tilly was quite horrified.
"Ow, if you please, don't!" said Tilly. "It's enough to
dead and bury the Baby, so it is if you please."
"Will you bring him sometimes to see his father, Tilly,"
inquired her mistress, drying her eyes,--"when I can't live
here, and have gone to my old home?"
"Ow, if you please, don't!" cried Tilly, throwing back her
head, and bursting out into a howl--she looked at the moment
uncommonly like Boxer. "Ow, if you please, don't! Ow,
what has everybody gone and been and done with everybody,
making everybody else so wretched? Ow-w-w-w!"
The soft-hearted Slowboy tailed off at this juncture into
such a deplorable howl, the more tremendous from its long suppression,
that she must infallibly have awakened the Baby, and
frightened him into something serious (probably convulsions),
if her eyes had not encountered Caleb Plummer leading in his
daughter. This spectacle restoring her to a sense of the proprieties,
she stood for some few moments silent, with her mouth
wide open; and then, posting off to the bed on which the Baby
lay asleep, danced in a weird, St. Vitus manner on the floor,
and at the same time rummaged with her face and head among
the bedclothes, apparently deriving much relief from those
extraordinary operations.
"Mary!" said Bertha. "Not at the marriage!"
"I told her you would not be there, mum," whispered Caleb.
"I heard as much last night. But bless you," said the little
man, taking her tenderly by both hands, "I don't care for what
they say. I don't believe them. There an't much of me, but
that little should be torn to pieces sooner than I'd trust a word
against you!"
He put his arms about her neck and hugged her, as a child
might have hugged one of his own dolls.
"Bertha couldn't stay at home this morning," said Caleb.
"She was afraid, I know, to hear the bells ring, and couldn't
trust herself to be so near them on their wedding-day. So we
started in good time, and came here. I have been thinking of
what I have done," said Caleb after a moment's pause; "I have
been blaming myself till I hardly knew what to do, or where
to turn, for the distress of mind I have caused her; and I've come
to the conclusion that I'd better, if you'll stay with me, mum,
the while, tell her the truth. You'll stay with me the while?"
he inquired, trembling from head to foot. "I don't know what
effect it may have upon her; I don't know what she'll think of
me; I don't know that she'll ever care for her poor father afterwards.
But it's best for her that she should be undeceived,
and I must bear the consequences as I deserve!"
"Mary," said Bertha, "where is your hand? Ah! Here
it is; here it is!" pressing it to her lips with a smile, and drawing
it through her arm. "I heard them speaking softly among
themselves last night of some blame against you. They were
wrong."
The Carrier's wife was silent. Caleb answered for her.
"They were wrong," he said.
"I knew it!" cried Bertha, proudly. "I told them so. I
scorned to hear a word! Blame her with justice!" she pressed
the hand between her own, and the soft cheek against her face.
"No, I am not so blind as that."
Her father went on one side of her, while Dot remained
upon the other, holding her hand.
"I know you all," said Bertha, "better than you think.
But none so well as her. Not even you, father. There is nothing
half so real and so true about me as she is. If I could be restored
to sight this instant, and not a word were spoken, I could
choose her from a crowd! My sister!"
"Bertha, my dear!" said Caleb. "I have something on
my mind I want to tell you while we three are alone. Hear me
kindly! I have a confession to make to you, my darling!"
"A confession, father?"
"I have wandered from the truth, and lost myself, my child,"
said Caleb with a pitiable expression in his bewildered face.
"I have wandered from the truth, intending to be kind to you;
and have been cruel."
She turned her wonder-stricken face towards him, and repeated
"Cruel!"
"He accuses himself too strongly, Bertha," said Dot. "You'll
say so presently. You'll be the first to tell him so."
"He cruel to me!" cried Bertha with a smile of incredulity.
"Not meaning it, my child," said Caleb. "But I have
been: though I never suspected it till yesterday. My dear blind
daughter, hear me and forgive me. The world you live in,
heart of mine, doesn't exist as I have represented it. The eyes
you have trusted in have been false to you."
She turned her wonder-stricken face towards him still; but
drew back, and clung closer to her friend.
"Your road in life was rough, my poor one," said Caleb,
"and I meant to smooth it for you. I have altered objects,
changed the characters of people, invented many things that
never have been, to make you happier. I have had concealments
from you, put deceptions on you, God forgive me! and
surrounded you with fancies."
"But living people are not fancies?" she said hurriedly, and
turning very pale, and still retiring from him. "You can't
change them."
"I have done so, Bertha," pleaded Caleb. "There is one
person that you know, my dove----"
"Oh, father! why do you say, I know?" she answered in a
term of keen reproach. "What and whom do I know? I
who have no leader! I so miserably blind!"
In the anguish of her heart, she stretched out her hands,
as if she were groping her way; then spread them, in a manner
most forlorn and sad, upon her face.
"The marriage that takes place to-day," said Caleb, "is
with a stern, sordid, grinding man. A hard master to you and
me, my dear, for many years. Ugly in his looks, and in his
nature. Cold and callous always. Unlike what I have painted
him to you in everything, my child. In everything."
"Oh, why," cried the Blind Girl, tortured, as it seemed,
almost beyond endurance, "why did you ever do this? Why
did you ever fill my heart so full, and then come in like Death,
and tear away the objects of my love? O Heaven, how blind
I am! How helpless and alone!"
Her afflicted father hung his head, and offered no reply but
in his penitence and sorrow.
She had been but a short time in this passion of regret when
the Cricket on the Hearth, unheard by all but her, began to
chirp. Not merrily, but in a low, faint, sorrowing way. It was
so mournful, that her tears began to flow; and, when the Presence
which had been beside the Carrier all night, appeared behind
her, pointing to her father, they fell down like rain.
She heard the Cricket-voice more plainly soon, and was
conscious, through her blindness, of the Presence hovering
about her father.
"Mary," said the Blind Girl, "tell me what my home is.
What it truly is."
"It is a poor place, Bertha; very poor and bare indeed.
The house will scarcely keep out wind and rain another winter.
It is as roughly shielded from the weather, Bertha," Dot continued
in a low, clear voice, "as your poor father in his sackcloth
coat."
The Blind Girl, greatly agitated, rose, and led the Carrier's
little wife aside.
"Those presents that I took such care of; that came almost
at my wish, and were so dearly welcome to me," she said, trembling;
"where did they come from? Did you send them?"
"No."
"Who, then?"
Dot saw she knew already, and was silent. The Blind Girl
spread her hands before her face again. But in quite another
manner now.
"Dear Mary, a moment. One moment. More this way.
Speak softly to me. You are true I know. You'd not deceive
me now; would you?"
"No, Bertha, indeed!"
"No, I am sure you would not. You have too much pity
for me. Mary, look across the room to where we were just
now--to where my father is--my father, so compassionate
and loving to me--and tell me what you see."
"I see," said Dot, who understood her well, "an old man
sitting in a chair, and leaning sorrowfully on the back, with his
face resting on his hand. As if his child should comfort him,
Bertha."
"Yes, yes. She will. Go on."
"He is an old man, worn with care and work. He is a spare,
dejected, thoughtful, grey-haired man. I see him now, despondent
and bowed down, and striving against nothing. But,
Bertha, I have seen him many times before, and striving hard
in many ways, for one great sacred object. And I honour his
grey head, and bless him!"
The Blind Girl broke away from her; and, throwing herself
upon her knees before him, took the grey head to her
breast.
"It is my sight restored. It is my sight!" she cried. "I
have been blind, and now my eyes are open. I never knew him!
To think I might have died, and never truly seen the father who
has been so loving to me!"
There were no words for Caleb's emotion.
"There is not a gallant figure on this earth," exclaimed the
Blind Girl, holding him in her embrace, "that I would love so
dearly, and would cherish so devotedly, as this! The greyer,
and more worn, the dearer, father! Never let them say I am
blind again. There's not a furrow in his face, there's not a hair
upon his head, that shall be forgotten in my prayers and thanks
to Heaven!"
Caleb managed to articulate, "My Bertha!"
"And in my blindness I believed him," said the girl, caressing
him with tears of exquisite affection, "to be so different.
And having him beside me day by day, so mindful of me always,
never dreamed of this!"
"The fresh smart father in the blue coat, Bertha," said poor
Caleb. "He's gone!"
"Nothing is gone," she answered. "Dearest father, no!
Everything is here--in you. The father that I loved so well;
the father that I never loved enough, and never knew; the benefactor
whom I first began to reverence and love, because he had
such sympathy for me,--all are here in you. Nothing is dead
to me. The soul of all that was most dear to me is here--here,
with the worn face, and the grey head. And I am blind,
father, any longer!"
Dot's whole attention had been concentrated, during this
discourse, upon the father and daughter; but looking, now,
towards the little Hay-maker in the Moorish meadow, she saw
that the clock was within a few minutes of striking, and fell,
immediately, into a nervous and excited state.
"Father!" said Bertha, hesitating. "Mary!"
"Yes, my dear," returned Caleb. "Here she is."
"There is no change in her. You never told me anything
of her that was not true?"
"I should have done it, my dear, I'm afraid," returned
Caleb, "if I could have made her better than she was. But I
must have changed her for the worse, if I had changed her at all.
Nothing could improve her, Bertha."
Confident as the Blind Girl had been when she asked the
question, her delight and pride in the reply, and her renewed
embrace of Dot, were charming to behold.
"More changes than you think for may happen, though,
my dear," said Dot. "Changes for the better, I mean; changes
for great joy to some of us. You mustn't let them startle you
too much, if any such should ever happen, and affect you. Are
those wheels upon the road? You've a quick ear, Bertha.
Are they wheels?"
"Yes. Coming very fast."
"I--I--I know you have a quick ear," said Dot, placing
her hand upon her heart, and evidently talking on as fast as she
could, to hide its palpitating state, "because I have noticed it
often, and because you were so quick to find out that strange
step last night. Though why you should have said, as I very
well recollect you did say, Bertha, 'Whose step is that?' and
why you should have taken any greater observation of it than of
any other step, I don't know. Though, as I said just now,
there are great changes in the world: great changes: and we can't
do better than prepare ourselves to be surprised at hardly anything."
Caleb wondered what this meant; perceiving that she spoke
to him, no less than to his daughter. He saw her, with astonishment,
so fluttered and distressed that she could scarcely breathe;
and holding to a chair, to save herself from falling.
"They are wheels indeed!" she panted. "Coming nearer!
Nearer! Very close! And now you hear them stopping at
the garden-gate! And now you hear a step outside the door--the
same step, Bertha, is it not?--and now----!"
She uttered a wild cry of uncontrollable delight; and running
up to Caleb, put her hands upon his eyes, as a young man rushed
into the room, and, flinging away his hat into the air, came
sweeping down upon them.
"Is it over?" cried Dot.
"Yes!"
"Happily over?"
"Yes!"
"Do you recollect the voice, dear Caleb? Did you ever
hear the like of it before?" cried Dot.
"If my boy in the Golden South Americas was alive----!"
said Caleb, trembling.
"He is alive!" shrieked Dot, removing her hands from his
eyes, and clapping them in ecstasy. "Look at him! See where
he stands before you, healthy and strong! Your own dear son.
Your own dear living, loving brother, Bertha!"
All honour to the little creature for her transports! All
honour to her tears and laughter, when the three were locked
in one another's arms! All honour to the heartiness with which
she met the sunburnt sailor-fellow, with his dark streaming
hair, half-way, and never turned her rosy little mouth aside, but
suffered him to kiss it freely, and to press her to his bounding
heart!
And honour to the Cuckoo too--why not?--for bursting
out of the trap-door in the Moorish Palace like a housebreaker,
and hiccoughing twelve times on the assembled company, as if
he had got drunk for joy!
The Carrier, entering, started back. And well he might,
to find himself in such good company.
"Look, John!" said Caleb, exultingly, "look here! My
own boy from the Golden South Americas! My own son!
Him that you fitted out, and sent away yourself! Him that you
were always such a friend to!"
The Carrier advanced to seize him by the hand; but, recoiling,
as some feature in his face awakened a remembrance of the
Deaf Man in the Cart, said:
"Edward! Was it you?"
"Now tell him all!" cried Dot. "Tell him all, Edward;
and don't spare me, for nothing shall make me spare myself in
his eyes, ever again."
"I was the man," said Edward.
"And could you steal, disguised, into the house of your old
friend?" rejoined the Carrier. "There was a frank boy once--how
many years is it, Caleb, since we heard that he was
dead, and had it proved, we thought?--who never would have
done that."
"There was a generous friend of mine once; more a father
to me than a friend," said Edward; "who never would have
judged me, or any other man, unheard. You were he. So I
am certain you will hear me now."
The Carrier, with a troubled glance at Dot, who still kept
far away from him, replied, "Well! that's but fair. I will."
"You must know that when I left here a boy," said Edward,
"I was in love, and my love was returned. She was a very
young girl, who perhaps (you may tell me) didn't know her own
mind. But I knew mine, and I had a passion for her."
"You had!" exclaimed the Carrier. "You!"
"Indeed I had," returned the other. "And she returned it.
I have ever since believed she did, and now I am sure she did."
"Heaven help me!" said the Carrier. "This is worse than
all."
"Constant to her," said Edward, "and returning, full of
hope, after many hardships and perils, to redeem my part of
our old contract, I heard, twenty miles away, that she was false
to me; that she had forgotten me; and had bestowed herself
upon another and a richer man. I had no mind to reproach her;
but I wished to see her, and to prove beyond dispute that this
was true. I hoped she might have been forced into it against
her own desire and recollection. It would be small comfort,
but it would be some, I thought, and on I came. That I might
have the truth, the real truth, observing freely for myself, and
judging for myself, without obstruction on the one hand, or
presenting my own influence (if I had any) before her, on the
other, I dressed myself unlike myself--you know how; and
waited on the road--you know where. You had no suspicion
of me; neither had--had she," pointing to Dot, "until I
whispered in her ear at that fireside, and she so nearly betrayed
me."
"But when she knew that Edward was alive, and had come
back," sobbed Dot, now speaking for herself, as she had burned
to do, all through this narrative; "and when she knew his purpose,
she advised him by all means to keep his secret close;
for his old friend John Peerybingle was much too open in his
nature, and too clumsy in all artifice--being a clumsy man in
general," said Dot, half laughing and half crying--"to keep
it for him. And when she--that's me, John," sobbed the little
woman--"told him all, and how his sweetheart had believed
him to be dead; and how she had at last been over-persuaded
by her mother into a marriage which the silly, dear old thing
called advantageous; and when she--that's me again, John--told
him they were not yet married (though close upon it),
and that it would be nothing but a sacrifice if it went on, for
there was no love on her side; and when he went nearly mad
with joy to hear it,--then she--that's me again--said she would
go between them, as she had often done before in old times,
John, and would sound his sweetheart, and be sure that what
she--me again, John--said and thought was right. And it
WAS right, John! And they were brought together, John!
And they were married, John, an hour ago! And here's the
Bride! And Gruff and Tackleton may die a bachelor! And
I'm a happy little woman, May, God bless you!"
She was an irresistible little woman, if that be anything to
the purpose; and never so completely irresistible as in her
present transports. There never were congratulations so endearing
and delicious as those she lavished on herself and on
the Bride.
Amid the tumult of emotions in his breast, the honest Carrier
had stood confounded. Flying, now, towards her, Dot stretched
out her hand to stop him, and retreated as before.
"No, John, no! Hear all! Don't love me any more, John,
till you've heard every word I have to say. It was wrong to
have a secret from you, John. I'm very sorry. I didn't think
it any harm, till I came and sat down by you on the little stool
last night. But when I knew, by what was written in your
face, that you had seen me walking in the gallery with Edward,
and when I knew what you thought, I felt how giddy and how
wrong it was. But oh, dear John, how could you, could you
think so?"
Little woman, how she sobbed again! John Peerybingle
would have caught her in his arms. But no; she wouldn't let
him.
"Don't love me yet, please, John! Not for a long time yet!
When I was sad about this intended marriage, dear, it was because
I remembered May and Edward such young lovers; and
knew that her heart was far away from Tackleton. You believe
that, now, don't you, John?"
John was going to make another rush at this appeal; but she
stopped him again.
"No; keep there, please, John! When I laugh at you, as I
sometimes do, John, and call you clumsy and a dear old goose,
and names of that sort, it's because I love you, John, so well,
and take such pleasure in your ways, and wouldn't see you
altered in the least respect to have you made a king to-morrow."
"Hooroar!" said Caleb with unusual vigour. "My opinion!"
"And when I speak of people being middle-aged and steady,
John, and pretend that we are a humdrum couple, going on in
a jog-trot sort of way, it's only because I'm such a silly little
thing, John, that I like, sometimes, to act as a kind of Play
with Baby, and all that: and make believe."
She saw that he was coming; and stopped him again. But
she was very nearly too late.
"No, don't love me for another minute or two, if you please,
John! What I want most to tell you, I have kept to the last.
My dear, good, generous John, when we were talking the other
night about the Cricket, I had it on my lips to say, that at first
I did not love you quite so dearly as I do now; when I first came
home here, I was half afraid that I mightn't learn to love you
every bit as well as I hoped and prayed I might--being so very
young, John! But, dear John, every day and hour I loved you
more and more. And if I could have loved you better than I
do, the noble words I heard you say this morning would have
made me. But I can't. All the affection that I had (it was a
great deal, John) I gave you, as you well deserve, long, long
ago, and I have no more left to give. Now, my dear husband,
take me to your heart again! That's my home, John; and never,
never think of sending me to any other!"
You never will derive so much delight from seeing a glorious
little woman in the arms of a third party as you would have
felt if you had seen Dot run into the Carrier's embrace. It was
the most complete, unmitigated, soul-fraught little piece of
earnestness that ever you beheld in all your days.
You may be sure the Carrier was in a state of perfect rapture;
and you may be sure Dot was likewise; and you may be
sure they all were, inclusive of Miss Slowboy, who wept copiously
for joy, and, wishing to include her young charge in the general
interchange of congratulations, handed round the Baby to everybody
in succession, as if it were something to drink.
But, now, the sound of wheels was heard again outside the
door; and somebody exclaimed that Gruff and Tackleton was
coming back. Speedily that worthy gentleman appeared, looking
warm and flustered.
"Why, what the Devil's this, John Peerybingle?" said
Tackleton. "There's some mistake. I appointed Mrs. Tackleton
to meet me at the church, and I'll swear I passed her on the
road, on her way here. Oh! here she is! I beg your pardon,
sir; I haven't the pleasure of knowing you; but, if you can do
me the favour to spare this young lady, she has rather a particular
engagement this morning."
"But I can't spare her," returned Edward. "I couldn't
think of it."
"What do you mean, you vagabond?" said Tackleton.
"I mean that, as I can make allowance for your being vexed,"
returned the other with a smile, "I am as deaf to harsh discourse
this morning as I was to all discourse last night."
The look that Tackleton bestowed upon him, and the start
he gave!
"I am sorry, sir," said Edward, holding out May's left hand,
and especially the third finger, "that the young lady can't
accompany you to church; but, as she has been there once this
morning, perhaps you'll excuse her."
Tackleton looked hard at the third finger, and took a little
piece of silver paper, apparently containing a ring, from his
waistcoat pocket.
"Miss Slowboy," said Tackleton, "will you have the kindness
to throw that in the fire? Thankee."
"It was a previous engagement, quite an old engagement,
that prevented my wife from keeping her appointment with you,
I assure you," said Edward.
"Mr. Tackleton will do me the justice to acknowledge that
I revealed it to him faithfully; and that I told him, many times,
I never could forget it," said May, blushing.
"Oh, certainly!" said Tackleton. "Oh, to be sure! Oh,
it's all right, it's quite correct! Mrs. Edward Plummer, I
infer?"
"That's the name," returned the bridegroom.
"Ah! I shouldn't have known you, sir," said Tackleton,
scrutinising his face narrowly, and making a low bow. "I give
you joy, sir!"
"Thankee."
"Mrs. Peerybingle," said Tackleton, turning suddenly to
where she stood with her husband; "I'm sorry. You haven't
done me a very great kindness, but, upon my life, I am sorry.
You are better than I thought you. John Peerybingle, I am
sorry. You understand me; that's enough. It's quite correct,
ladies and gentlemen all, and perfectly satisfactory. Good
morning!"
With these words he carried it off, and carried himself off
too: merely stopping at the door to take the flowers and favours
from his horse's head, and to kick that animal once in the ribs,
as a means of informing him that there was a screw loose in his
arrangements.
Of course, it became a serious duty now to make such a day
of it as should mark these events for a high Feast and Festival
in the Peerybingle Calendar for evermore. Accordingly, Dot
went to work to produce such an entertainment as should reflect
undying honour on the house and on every one concerned; and,
in a very short space of time, she was up to her dimpled elbows in
flour, and whitening the Carrier's coat, every time he came near
her, by stopping him to give him a kiss. That good fellow
washed the greens, and peeled the turnips, and broke the plates,
and upset iron pots full of cold water on the fire, and made
himself useful in all sorts of ways: while a couple of professional
assistants, hastily called in from somewhere in the neighbourhood,
as on a point of life or death, ran against each other in all
the doorways and round all the corners, and everybody tumbled
over Tilly Slowboy and the Baby, everywhere. Tilly never
came out in such force before. Her ubiquity was the theme of
general admiration. She was a stumbling-block in the passage
at five-and-twenty minutes past two; a man-trap in the kitchen
at half-past two precisely; and a pitfall in the garret at five-and-twenty
minutes to three. The Baby's head was, as it were, a
test and touchstone for every description of matter, animal,
vegetable, and mineral. Nothing was in use that day that didn't
come, at some time or other, into close acquaintance with it.
Then there was a great Expedition set on foot to go and
find out Mrs. Fielding; and to be dismally penitent to that excellent
gentlewoman; and to bring her back, by force, if needful,
to be happy and forgiving. And when the Expedition first
discovered her, she would listen to no terms at all, but said, an
unspeakable number of times, that ever she should have lived
to see the day! and couldn't be got to say anything else, except
"Now carry me to the grave": which seemed absurd, on account
of her not being dead, or anything at all like it. After a time
she lapsed into a state of dreadful calmness, and observed that,
when that unfortunate train of circumstances had occurred in
the Indigo Trade, she had foreseen that she would be exposed,
during her whole life, to every species of insult and contumely;
and that she was glad to find it was the case; and begged they
wouldn't trouble themselves about her,--for what was she?--oh
dear! a nobody!--but would forget that such a being lived,
and would take their course in life without her. From this
bitterly sarcastic mood she passed into an angry one, in which
she gave vent to the remarkable expression that the worm would
turn if trodden on; and, after that, she yielded to a soft regret,
and said, if they had only given her their confidence, what might
she not have had it in her power to suggest! Taking advantage
of this crisis in her feelings, the Expedition embraced her; and
she very soon had her gloves on, and was on her way to John
Peerybingle's in a state of unimpeachable gentility; with a paper
parcel at her side containing a cap of state, almost as tall, and
quite as stiff, as a mitre.
Then, there were Dot's father and mother to come in another
little chaise; and they were behind their time; and fears were
entertained; and there was much looking out for them down the
road; and Mrs. Fielding always would look in the wrong and
morally impossible direction; and, being apprised thereof,
hoped she might take the liberty of looking where she pleased.
At last they came; a chubby little couple, jogging along in a snug
and comfortable little way that quite belonged to the Dot family;
and Dot and her mother, side by side, were wonderful to see.
They were so like each other.
Then Dot's mother had to renew her acquaintance with
May's mother; and May's mother always stood on her gentility;
and Dot's mother never stood on anything but her active little
feet. And old Dot--so to call Dot's father, I forgot it wasn't
his right name, but never mind--took liberties, and shook
hands at first sight, and seemed to think a cap but so much
starch and muslin, and didn't defer himself at all to the Indigo
Trade, but said there was no help for it now; and, in Mrs.
Fielding's summing up, was a good-natured kind of man--but
coarse, my dear.
I wouldn't have missed Dot, doing the honours in her wedding-gown,
my benison on her bright face! for any money. No!
nor the good Carrier, so jovial and so ruddy, at the bottom of
the table. Nor the brown, fresh sailor-fellow, and his handsome
wife. Nor any one among them. To have missed the
dinner would have been to miss as jolly and as stout a meal as
man need eat; and to have missed the overflowing cups in which
they drank The Wedding Day would have been the greatest
miss of all.
After dinner Caleb sang the song about the Sparkling Bowl.
As I'm a living man, hoping to keep so for a year or two, he
sang it through.
And, by-the-bye, a most unlooked-for incident occurred,
just as he finished the last verse.
There was a tap at the door; and a man came staggering in,
without saying with your leave, or by your leave, with something
heavy on his head. Setting this down in the middle of the
table, symmetrically in the centre of the nuts and apples, he
said:
"Mr. Tackleton's compliments, and, as he hasn't got no
use for the cake himself, p'raps you'll eat it."
And, with those words, he walked off.
There was some surprise among the company, as you may
imagine. Mrs. Fielding, being a lady of infinite discernment,
suggested that the cake was poisoned, and related a narrative
of a cake which, within her knowledge, had turned a seminary
for young ladies blue. But she was overruled by acclamation;
and the cake was cut by May with much ceremony and rejoicing.
I don't think any one had tasted it, when there came another
tap at the door, and the same man appeared again, having
under his arm a vast brown-paper parcel.
"Mr. Tackleton's compliments, and he's sent a few toys for
the Babby. They ain't ugly."
After the delivery of which expressions, he retired again.
The whole party would have experienced great difficulty in
finding words for their astonishment, even if they had had
ample time to seek them. But they had none at all; for the
messenger had scarcely shut the door behind him, when there
came another tap, and Tackleton himself walked in.
"Mrs. Peerybingle!" said the toy merchant, hat in hand,
"I'm sorry. I'm more sorry than I was this morning. I have
had time to think of it. John Peerybingle! I am sour by disposition;
but I can't help being sweetened, more or less, by
coming face to face with such a man as you. Caleb! This
unconscious little nurse gave me a broken hint last night, of
which I have found the thread. I blush to think how easily I
might have bound you and your daughter to me, and what a
miserable idiot I was when I took her for one! Friends, one
and all, my house is very lonely to-night. I have not so much
as a Cricket on my Hearth. I have scared them all away. Be
gracious to me: let me join this happy party!"
He was at home in five minutes. You never saw such a
fellow. What had he been doing with himself all his life, never
to have known before his great capacity of being jovial? Or
what had the Fairies been doing with him, to have effected such
a change?
"John! you won't send me home this evening, will you?"
whispered Dot.
He had been very near it, though.
There wanted but one living creature to make the party
complete; and, in the twinkling of an eye, there he was, very
thirsty with hard running, and engaged in hopeless endeavours
to squeeze his head into a narrow pitcher. He had gone with
the cart to its journey's end, very much disgusted with the
absence of his master, and stupendously rebellious to the Deputy.
After lingering about the stable for some little time, vainly
attempting to incite the old horse to the mutinous act of returning
on his own account, he had walked into the taproom, and
laid himself down before the fire. But, suddenly yielding to
the conviction that the Deputy was a humbug, and must be
abandoned, he had got up again, turned tail, and come home.
There was a dance in the evening. With which general
mention of that recreation, I should have left it alone, if I had
not some reason to suppose that it was quite an original dance,
and one of a most uncommon figure. It was formed in an odd
way; in this way.
Edward, that sailor-fellow--a good free dashing sort of
fellow he was--had been telling them various marvels concerning
parrots, and mines, and Mexicans, and gold dust, when
all at once he took it in his head to jump up from his seat and
propose a dance; for Bertha's harp was there, and she such a
hand upon it as you seldom hear. Dot (sly little piece of affectation
when she chose) said her dancing days were over; I
think because the Carrier was smoking his pipe, and she liked
sitting by him best. Mrs. Fielding had no choice, of course,
but to say her dancing days were over, after that; and everybody
said the same, except May; May was ready.
So, May and Edward get up, amid great applause, to dance
alone; and Bertha plays her liveliest tune.
Well! if you'll believe me, they had not been dancing five
minutes, when suddenly the Carrier flings his pipe away, takes
Dot round the waist, dashes out into the room, and starts off
with her, toe and heel, quite wonderfully. Tackleton no sooner
sees this than he skims across to Mrs. Fielding, takes her round
the waist, and follows suit. Old Dot no sooner sees this than
up he is, all alive, whisks off Mrs. Dot into the middle of the
dance, and is foremost there. Caleb no sooner sees this than
he clutches Tilly Slowboy by both hands, and goes off at score;
Miss Slowboy, firm in the belief that diving hotly in among the
other couples, and effecting any number of concussions with
them, is your only principle of footing it.
Hark! how the Cricket joins the music with its Chirp, Chirp,
Chirp; and how the kettle hums!
But what is this? Even as I listen to them blithely, and
turn towards Dot, for one last glimpse of a little figure very
pleasant to me, she and the rest have vanished into air, and I am
left alone. A Cricket sings upon the Hearth; a broken child's
toy lies upon the ground: and nothing else remains.